Veterans and first responders

You held the line. Now put it down.

A medically assisted iboga therapy held by a former U.S. Navy SEAL, trained in Gabon at Bwiti House by a tenth-generation Missoko Bwiti shaman. For people who served and came home carrying more than they left with. Three dedicated dates, eight guests each.

  • 3dedicated veterans' retreats
  • 24/7physician on site
  • 3months of follow-up after you fly home
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Putting It Down

Veterans: the ceremony, the numbers, the research and how to prepare.

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A short film · 2 minutes

What a life review can look like

A soldier leaves his family, comes home with the war still in him, and sits with the medicine. Through the night Michael guides him back to the house he grew up in, to the boy he once was, and through the moments that shaped him. Then home, carrying that boy with him.

An illustrated reconstruction made with the Bwiti Life team, not footage of a real guest. Sound on.

In 2024, 6,488 U.S. veterans died by suicide, about 17 every day (U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs). If this film moves you, share it with someone who served.

Why veterans come

Therapy got you this far. The night does the rest.

Iboga is not a sedative and not a high. It is a long, lucid night in which the mind replays what it has stored, with the body kept safe by a medical team beside your mat. Guests who served describe three things.

Living with a traumatic brain injury from a blast, a breach or years of service? See iboga after a brain injury: what the Stanford study found, the qEEG brain map before and after, and how our physician prepares your stay.

Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremony vs Ibogaine Clinics

Same molecule family. Different night.

Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremony, practiced at centers such as Bwiti Life and Bwiti House, places iboga within a living spiritual tradition. Ibogaine clinics, such as Beond and Ambio, organize treatment within a clinical framework. At Bwiti Life, whole root bark, traditional practitioners and ceremony shape the experience alongside medical supervision. Move through the four stages below to explore the differences in setting and support.

Veterans · the two routes

What the setting changes, hour by hour

Bark vs ibogaine
Two routes through the same night01 / 04
Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremonye.g. Bwiti Life, Bwiti House
Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremony, for example Bwiti Life and Bwiti House, compared with Ibogaine Clinics, for example Beond and Ambio Whole root bark, given in stepsIbogaine, individualized medical protocol
Ibogaine Clinicse.g. Beond, Ambio
Before the nightTimings differ from person to person

Before the night

What you are given

Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremony

Whole Tabernanthe iboga root bark, with the alkaloids that occur together in the plant: ibogaine alongside ibogaline, ibogamine and tabernanthine. A practitioner trained in Gabon gives it in steps through the night and adjusts to what he sees in front of him.

Ibogaine Clinics

Isolated ibogaine administered under a medical protocol. Dosing and timing depend on the individual assessment and clinic; some programs include additional doses when clinically appropriate.

As it comes on

The room you are in

Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremony

A fire, Missoko Bwiti Music and sacred Songs, and practitioners who stay in the room until morning. The physician and the cardiac telemetry are there for the body; the practitioners are there for the night itself.

Ibogaine Clinics

A clinical treatment setting with medical staff and cardiac monitoring. Room arrangements, therapeutic support and additional practices depend on the provider and program.

The long hours

What surfaces, and who meets it

Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremony

Memories, emotions and personal imagery may arise. Missoko Bwiti practitioners help you explore the experience within the tradition, with attention to your life and the questions you brought to ceremony.

Ibogaine Clinics

Introspection and emotional experiences can also be part of clinical treatment. Beond and Ambio describe coaching or therapeutic support to help guests process the experience; the approach varies by program.

And the months

The morning after

Traditional Missoko Bwiti Ceremony

You tell the practitioners what you saw, and they read it back in the tradition's terms. Then a processing day, an integration day, and three months of scheduled calls with people who were in the room.

Ibogaine Clinics

Medical observation and recovery are followed by integration support. Beond describes ongoing coaching and follow-up; Ambio describes continued work with a coach after departure. The schedule and format vary by program.

Provider information: Bwiti House · Beond · Ambio.

Both approaches require careful medical screening and supervision. This comparison focuses on the cultural setting and support around the experience. The ceremony details describe Bwiti Life; other providers’ programs vary. Read iboga vs ibogaine and the safety protocol.

On The Joe Rogan Experience

“It gave me my life back”

A Marine's answer, in his own words, to the question every veteran gets asked. Below: who holds a veterans' retreat at Bwiti Life. More moments in Joe Rogan on ibogaine.

Clips from The Joe Rogan Experience, used with permission. Joe Rogan and his guests speak about ibogaine in general; they do not refer to or endorse Bwiti Life.

Cory Poolman, left, and another veteran in VETS T-shirts stand either side of Moughenda Mikala, tenth-generation Missoko Bwiti shaman, in a feathered headdress, cowrie shells and white clay, at Bwiti House in the forest of Gabon
Gabon, during Bwiti training at Bwiti House: Cory (left) with Moughenda Mikala, tenth-generation Missoko Bwiti shaman, in the Equatorial Forest.

Who holds it

Held by someone who has been where you are

Cory served ten years as a U.S. Navy SEAL and lived the transition out himself before he found iboga. He is initiated in the Bwiti tradition in Gabon and a graduate of the Bwiti House Training Program. See photographs from his training in Gabon. He leads the veterans' retreats with Michael, and the medical team never leaves the palapa.

Featured in Task & Purpose · August 2022

“Iboga will show you your mind, and the Bwiti teachings will show you how to reprogram it.”

Cory Poolman, Navy SEAL veteran, in “‘Those treatments saved my life’: The veterans who turn to psychedelic treatments for PTSD healing” by Ethan E. Rocke. Read the article ↗

Before iboga: ten years as a U.S. Navy SEAL

Cory on deployment in Iraq, 2017. The man who holds your night has carried the same weight you carry.

Cory Poolman laughing in desert camouflage and a tan cap, seated with his team against a wall, rifles leaning beside them; a teammate's face is blurred
Laughing with his team between operations, Iraq.
Cory Poolman in desert camouflage holding his rifle on a rooftop above a city and a river, Iraq
On a rooftop above the city, Iraq.
Cory Poolman kneeling in desert camouflage with his rifle beside a military working dog, an armored vehicle behind them
Kneeling with the team's working dog, Iraq.
Cory Poolman in helmet and multicam walking a military working dog on a leash out of a building with red metal doors
On patrol with the working dog, Iraq.
Cory Poolman in helmet and multicam kneeling at a rooftop wall, raising his hand to signal, beside a teammate, smoke rising behind them
Holding a rooftop position, Iraq.

Since 2012, trained in Gabon

Michael Cassidy Mboma holding a torch before the Bwiti altar of candles, rattles and harps during a traditional iboga ceremony, a participant lying in front of him
Michael holding a traditional iboga ceremony in 2012.
Michael Cassidy Mboma in a white T-shirt with Moughenda Mikala and Bwiti initiates in red ceremonial clothes, in a village clearing in Gabon
With Moughenda Mikala, founder of Bwiti House, in Gabon.
Michael Cassidy Mboma in a wrap skirt at night with Moughenda Mikala and two Bwiti elders in Gabon
A night of ceremony in Gabon with Moughenda Mikala.

Where they learned

Trained in Gabon, at Bwiti House. Available to you at Bwiti Life, on the Mayan Riviera in Mexico.

Our practitioners were initiated and trained in the Equatorial Forest of Gabon, at Bwiti House, under Moughenda Mikala, tenth-generation Missoko Bwiti shaman.

Morning in the forest of Gabon after a night ceremony: Bwiti practitioners tend seated participants wrapped in cloths while smoke drifts through the trees, and Cory Poolman stands in a white tank top
Morning ritual in the forest after the ceremony, Bwiti House, Gabon.
An initiate in a leaf headband with a feather, lit by firelight inside the temple in Gabon
An initiate by firelight in the temple, Gabon.
A Bwiti practitioner with a shell necklace and feathered headband tends a fire at night in Gabon
A Bwiti practitioner tending the fire, Gabon.
Two initiates in wrap skirts and leaf headbands laughing on a bench in the temple at night in Gabon
Laughter on a ceremony night, Bwiti House, Gabon.
Night ceremony in the temple in Gabon: a practitioner tends a torch beside an initiate while participants rest along the walls
Night ceremony in the temple, Gabon.
Cory Poolman in a white tank top and wrap skirt standing in the forest of Gabon, looking up into the trees
Cory at Bwiti House Training in Gabon.
A practitioner's hands rest on the shoulders of Michael Cassidy Mboma, eyes closed, during the morning ritual in the forest of Gabon
Michael receiving a blessing during the morning ritual, Gabon.
A participant in profile, lit by the fire during the night ceremony in Gabon
Firelight during the night ceremony, Gabon.
Cory Poolman in a patterned cloth cape, eyes lowered, as a practitioner's hand rests at his neck, with the group seated behind him in the forest camp in Gabon
Cory with a practitioner at Bwiti House Training in Gabon.

How it unfolds

A week with a chain of command for an authentic Missoko Bwiti ceremony with iboga root bark

  1. Screening, before you fly

    A discovery call, a medical questionnaire, an ECG review and a medication check with the physician. Some VA prescriptions need a taper; we plan it with your doctor. If it is not safe, we say so.

  2. Arrival and intake

    Airport pick-up in Cancún, your own room in the jungle, vitals and bloodwork review, and the first fire talk with Cory and Michael the same evening.

  3. Ceremony nights

    Two ceremonies over seven days, three over ten, and up to four over fourteen: some guests take three with microdosing, the practitioner decides. Cardiac telemetry, IV access, a physician beside you. Missoko Bwiti Music and sacred Songs accompany the ceremony throughout the night. Between them, a processing day and an integration day at the cenote.

  4. Home, with backup

    Four calls over three months with the medical team or Tania, more if you need them, your wearable data reviewed, and a living plan for sleep, training, alcohol and the people around you.

By candlelight on a ceremony night, Michael Cassidy Mboma in a red beanie leans over a guest lying under blankets on a mat, while a second practitioner in a striped hat watches over them
A ceremony night: Michael and a second practitioner stay beside a guest until morning.

Photographs

Inside a veterans' retreat in Mexico

With Michael Cassidy, Bwiti House alumnus (2012), and Cory Poolman, former U.S. Navy SEAL, Bwiti House alumnus (2024).

The retreat group with the practitioners and medical team gathered at night in the thatched ceremony palapa, seated and standing behind the candle-lit Bwiti altar; one face is blurred
The group and the team in the ceremony palapa, Mexico.
A Bwiti practitioner in a red cap and black T-shirt stands beside an initiate painted with white clay and dressed in leaves and raffia, inside a house in Gabon
A Bwiti initiation in Gabon, at Bwiti House, where our practitioners trained.
Five members of the team under the lit pergola at night: two practitioners in wrap skirts and Bwiti headbands, Michael Cassidy Mboma in a red cap holding a raffia whisk, a woman in medical scrubs, and a woman holding a baby
Our team after a ceremony night, Mexico.

Dates

Three veterans' retreats

Groups of eight, all veterans and first responders. Arrival dates below; the seven-, ten- and fourteen-day programs start the same day. Other dates are open to everyone and are listed on the schedule.

We look forward to welcoming you, as you are. Thank you for trusting us with your healing.
The Bwiti Life team

Pricing, US dollars

  • Seven days, two ceremoniesfrom $5,800
  • Ten days, three ceremoniesfrom $8,300
  • Fourteen days, three or four ceremoniesfrom $11,600
  • Medical detox, when required, per day+$600 to $800

All inclusive from Cancún airport: medical screening, ceremonies, room, meals, three months of follow-up. Apart from the deposit refunded when we cannot clear you, payments are final, see the terms. Full pricing.

Questions veterans ask

Straight answers

I am on VA medication. Can I still come?

Often yes, sometimes with a taper planned in advance with your prescribing doctor and our physician. SSRIs, some sleep medications and most blood-pressure drugs need a review; a few medications are incompatible with iboga and we will tell you which. Send us your list on the discovery call; nothing is decided without the medical team.

Is this a group of other veterans?

Yes. The October, December and April retreats are reserved for veterans and first responders, eight guests maximum. You share the fire circle and the meals with people who understand the vocabulary, and you have your own room.

What about my heart? I have heard iboga is dangerous.

Iboga affects the heart's rhythm, so every guest is screened first and monitored by a physician all night: how we protect your heart. If the medical team is not comfortable, you do not take the medicine.

Does insurance or the VA cover this?

No. Iboga is not an approved treatment in the United States, and the retreat is paid privately. Some guests use the VA Community Care network for follow-up therapy at home; we write a summary for your clinician if you want one.

Is it legal?

Iboga is not scheduled in Mexico, where the retreat takes place. It is a Schedule I substance in the United States, so nothing about the medicine crosses the border. See the legal note in our guide.

Bring back your inner fire

You've carried this long enough. Start with a conversation with our medical team.

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The Bwiti Life guide

  • Who holds your ceremony
  • The tradition and the medicine
  • What the research shows
  • How to prepare, day by day
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